Selasa, 24 April 2012

2012, PHP

Di tahun 2012, saya bertemu banyak orang. Ada yang baik, ada yang jahat. Datang silih berganti, TIDAK TAU APA MAU NABIKIN, hahahaha. Ditahun 2012 ini saya banyak bertemu cowok PHP alias cowok Pemberi Harapan Palsu, iyuuuuhhhh kamseupayyy.. Tapi untung tidak terlalu jauh deh berhubungannya, Alhamdulullah yah, Suswanto..heheh

Jumat, 13 April 2012

Someone Like You


Ini lagu buat buat kamu Rery, karena Tuhan tau, masih ada seseorang atau bahkan masih banyak orang diluar sana yang menyukai kamu Rery -----> 

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
So no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding?

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my l

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work, it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life (x3)

Kamis, 12 April 2012

dia

Dia, orang pertama ku lihat dan pertama kali yang membuatku jauh cinta. Selama 2 tahun lebih, saya hanya bisa  memuja - muja dirinya dari kejauhan tanpa ada seorang pun yang tau siapa dirinya. Saya memang sengaja merahasiakan dirinya dari teman maupun keluarga saya. Saya hanya ingin memendam rasa itu sendiri. Saya sempat berhara dengan dia, dan mungkin saya punya harapan untuk bersama dia, tapi...saya terlalu takut untuk itu (pacaran). Saya cukup dekat dengan Dia, Dia punya banyak kesamaan dengan saya. Mulai dari cara kehidupan yang simple, humoris, senang jalan - jalan, apalagi Dia punya band favorit yang sama persis dengan saya. Singkat cerita, Dia ternyata banyak yang suka. Kesempatan untuk dengan Dia pun sangat kecil. Seorang sahabat saya suka dengan Dia, karena sahabat saya tau Dia dekat dengan saya, sahabat saya pun minta dicomblangkan dengan Dia. Saya tidak bisa menolak, karena sahabat saya tidak tau kalau saya suka dengan Dia, alhasil saya setuju untuk mencomblangi Dia dengan sahabat saya. Setelah beberapa hari, akhirnya Dia dan sahabat saya "jadian", pada saat itu juga saya tidak punya harapan lagi dengan Dia. Lama waktu berjalan, saya dengan Dia lostcontact, yaa sudahlah, kalau memang Dia jodoh dengan saya, Dia pasti akan kembali den gan saya dan menetap disisi ku selamanya.

Ini lagu buat Dia :

Cinta Dalam Hati


Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku, asal kaupun bahagia dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu
Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu, menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku
Mencintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Kuingin kau tau
Diriku disini menanti dirimu
Meski kutunggu hingga ujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku
Memeluk dirimu skali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk
Sekejap saja...

saya

saya adalah, pasti anda sudah tau kan siapa saya. saya perempuan perkasa, kuat makan tapi tidak gemuk-gemuk. saya dibilang kuli sama teman-teman saya. jadi???saya mau bagaimana dong??apakah saya mesti bertanya pada rumput yang bergoyang??ataukah pada burung-burung yang berkicau??yaa sudahlah, inilah saya si cantik dan si manis Rery Khumaira Zainal.